its been so long since i blogged, sorry for the lack of updates.
but i guess im gonna close this blog soon since i doubt anyone comes here anyway..
i've been having really bad mood swings lately,
which is really terrible :/

exams offically start next week and i don't know why i just can't seem to be bothered about it.
its like i won't give a damn until the exam's like the next day,
then i'll start panicking and start to cramp everything into my head the very last minute.
i really hope i get through all the modules,
i dun wanna redo any of them.
having to go through them once is already enough,
i dun wanna have to do any of them twice.

been having mixed feelings these few days,
and i kept wondering.
why can't people just be upfront about what they think?
why must they be so fake and pretend infront of me and have other thoughts about it behind my back?
been really upset, & i don't wish to elaborate anymore nor talk about it.

btw, BTT is tmr and im kinda nervous for it actually.
have been waiting for it ever since i booked the test, hope i pass!
i really really hope i can pass it,
otherwise my driving will be stagnant and i have to be on the waiting list again for god knows how long?
*prays to god* please let me pass the test.
i really need it.
amen.

off to bed nows!
nights loves! ♥♥
xoxo

haven't been updating for like super long,
been really busy these couple of days.
was really depressed on fri because of the project grades and retail ica.
dunno wads wrong with me.
went for HS party on friday,
then supper with HB peeps and chilling session with the girls after that (:

its study break for a month,
before the exams come upon us.
i better be prepared and start studying alr! :/

but just for this week, im not gonna care about studies first.
busy week ahead!