my heart sings when i think of you;

i doubt you will see this post, so i think my feelings would be safe here. I really don't know what i'm actually feeling inside right now, at this moment. I just know that you kinda affect me, although you may not know it. I know this may be just one-sided, but i just could not control the feelings. What am i supposed to do? Ignore everything that i'm feeling inside and forget about you? I'm sorry, but i just can't bring myself to do it. Why is it so hard to love someone? I wished i had the courage to just go up to you and tell you, i love you. But why is it so hard to do so? Actually, i don't even know what your thinking inside. Sometimes, i wished you would take the initiative to talk to me instead of the other way round. Is this really just my wishful thinking? Am i thinking too much already? I don't know and i have no idea. I wished god would show me the light, let me know what your thinking at least. Then, i would be able to know what you feel about me and from there, i would know what the next step i can take. Won't you just grant this little wish of mine?

Day 07: Your zodiac sign and if you think it suits your personality.
Well, my zodiac sign is monkey and i think it rather suits my personality. I don't deny that i'm mischievous at times just like a monkey! LOL. Hmm, but i think monkeys are generally really friendly animals and i think i'm just like that. It's not that i'm praising myself or anything, but i'm just saying i'm friendly if you really get to know me.